Sylph*Nascency

Friday's Note From The Universe

Indeed, anything is possible. Anything and everything, Shelleigh! Yet it takes wisdom to understand that the potential for all things happening is not equally distributed.

Life has a rhythm; there's already momentum.

The world has needs and expectations as do you, creating some likelihoods that are vastly more predictable and smaller in number (though still infinite) than others. And for those who see this and work within these "likelihoods," dancing to their own beat within life's greater rhythm, heaven shall appear at their feet and abundance shall come as easily as breathing.

Alakazam,    
The Universe

Seriously.  I woke up and this was in my in-box. 

I don't recall sleeping more soundly than I did last night... I didn't dream, at all (very unusual).  Got out of bed, poured my cup of coffee, opened the blinds and guess what?!  The sun was shining!  It came up today!!!  ;)

To you, who are going on an adventure... please be safe, but within limits.  *wink*  Thank you, again... for the sun's rising, blinds to open...

Bean will be with her paternal unit this weekend so I will be working, working, working - overtime if at all possible... so if you need a haircut, perm, weave, whatever, you know where I'll be.

And if any of you are real-estate agents, let me know.  I'm looking for a little something in the Great Northwest.  ;)

Love.
Love.
Love.

Love is all you need... and I think I have never experienced a greater outpouring as below.  Can you say "life raft"?

I would do anything.  For you.

Shell <3

Happy Birthday Soul Pumpkin.

Go HERE

I NEED PRAYERS, VIBES, ANYTHING MORE THAN EVER RIGHT NOW!!!!

I received a letter from the Sheriff's Department today saying they are going to sell my home for past HOA dues / judgment costs totalling $3,600.   June 5.  What this means is Gabby and I will be on the STREET and I will still have my mortgage to pay.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I don't know if this means I can save my house if I pay the amount owed in full or if this means I have to file for bankruptcy to stop the sale or if that will even work in the state of Arizona.

I am a FUCKING WRECK right now and I am about to lose it.  At this hour, there is no one to contact at the court, or the HOA or ANYWHERE.

PLEASE PRAY THAT WE CAN WORK THIS OUT!!!  PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!!!!!!!

UPDATE:  I did what Ivy said - I called the Sheriff's department and spoke with a young lady named Denise.  She has to call the attorney's office to get me a payoff amount (said there might be other charges incurred by the attorney's office, but doesn't know for sure).   So anyway - she will call me with a payoff amount and I have until June the 3rd to pay the amount due to STOP THE SALE OF MY HOME.  Oh my god... lots of carwashes and garage sales can happen between now and the 3rd.   I think it's going to be okay.  I am sobbing uncontrollably at this point... there is hope.  Thank you ALL - thank you God

UPDATE II:  If you do not believe Angels walk this earth and that there is  a God, I would like to assure you otherwise.  I just exhaled for the first time in 24 hours... and I need a nap.  All is going to be okay...  thank you Angels.  Thank you my friends (aka:  angels).  Love.

 

Hidden treasure post.

Mike Hype ~ My Ten In A Federal Pen

I've just got to touch on this one again.  If you have some time, go on over and read his entries;  he's an excellent writer... can't put my finger on who he reminds me of, in his writing style, but I like it.  No Light is especially telling and provides a brief summary of why he chose to blog.  He is honest and insightful...  You'll see.

Keep up the great work Mike... you have come miles;  thank you for sharing where you've been.

*Snort!*

If worse comes to worse...

via Miss B

Happy Mother's Day!

Jacqueline Marie Mauch (nee Rapp)
Billie Joy Cutler (nee Underwood)
Helen Belle Dick (nee Andrews-Woods)

...and my mommy's favorite.

Happy Mother's Day!   

I thank God for your mom... for giving us, you.

Love.

She said...

"There is beauty, even in chaos". She is correct, you know.

Blah blah blah and some more blah.

Some things have come up here, on the home front regarding "my kids".  Some things I'm grappling with and trying to sort out in terms of best action to take for the best outcome (none of which will be ideal).

THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

Any action I take is going to SUCK.

I need to figure out which combination of "what to do" is going to end up being the least SUCKIEST.

I hate this.

These are the times I wish I was different.

See you when it's over... those with keys... do what you will.

Love.

Unmeme

Memes.  I cannot stand them;  I feel compelled to participate though.  My logic (illogic) is:  if someone picks me to participate in a 'meme' they have "selected" me; the courteous thing to do is respond. 

Truth, some have been very hard.  Some take a great deal of thought or creativity and I don't necessarily have both or either on any given day.

So... this will feel like a 'meme' but it isn't.  This is me, really wanting to know about you.  I'm not tagging anyone, it's a free for all.  If you feel like answering, do.  If you feel like sharing with others, do... and if you feel like inviting others to participate, do.   Any part.  There are no rules...

And if you don't, don't!

Here we go:

Music:   When you are at your very lowest, what do you listen to?  What music do you surround yourself with, think of, listen to?

A.M.:    When you wake up in the morning, what is your first thought?   Are you happy with that thought?  If it could be any other thought, not driven by the expectations of your routine, what would it be?

Daily:   What do you look forward to?... what is your driving force?... and I'm asking, if you respond, that it not be:  your children, your spouse, your bills, blah blah blah.  What is YOUR driving force?  What is YOUR bliss and what are you doing for YOU?  It's not selfish... it's YOURS... it's YOU.   What about everything you do, everyday, is exclusively for YOU?

P.M.:  When you finally lay your head down, what do you think about?  (if you're in a relationship, after sex, if you're a single parent, after "are the kids okay?").... what are your last thoughts as you drift away... are they re-caps of your day... plans for the next day... inner dialog?..  this is about YOU.

so that's it... so far... and if you have something to add - if this has piqued your interest, answer the questions and add another... or don't.

Isn't that cool?

Love.